Huh 2006 huh? that year sucked am I right? screw you 2006, screw you. Hmm I'm inclined to make some kind of report on the last 3 years but for the life of me i can't muster the effort to do such things. Can't say life has changed that much. lessee, i still smoke or rather chain smoke half the time. I can now drink my self into an embarrassing drunken escapade legally. Don't really drink though actually. i go through a stage of drunken introspection when buzzed till i hit the mid drunken stage and then i start doing embarrassing things. See aforementioned escapade. Uh lessee, been working for Good ole Radio shack for a year now. Well i will be in exactly a week from this posting. Still sucks but at least I'm damn good at my job so there is a certain amount of satisfaction ya know in convincing people how awesome this cellphone is and how they should buy it so I'll get paid a decent amount. Hmm, personal life wise? eeeh eeeeeeh meh I've not gone to classes two semesters in a row as I seem to prefer mindlessly going to work coming home distracting myself to exhaustion and passing out to start it over again then actually go to school and try to do something better than radio shack at the moment. Not that i want it to be a career or something, more like it's simple to do until I straighten out my head and issues I've been carrying around for years. I am a lot better though, but it's tough going lots of slips and slides into depression and apathy. got a good few couple of mates who'll usually beat some sense into me when it happens. I'll say this the maturity of the early twenties leads to some horrifying realizations on how horrible i was as a teenager. Ye gods i made some mistakes that I'll probably still be regreting years from now. half the people i owe apologies too are either dead or no longer in contact with me so pfft there goes the tragic and epic quest to gain forgiveness for my sins? pah sarcasm in text sucks.


Hrm ranty journal just about no one will read is quiet soothing. I may have to do it again. See ya in three years ?! maybe, maybe not.

-Jordan (unedited and ungrammatically ranting since 1987)